Cap is fine I have a lot of honor and respect for the service/services my step dad is a 26 year Master chief sub service. I am proud of my rank and accoplishments in the department. We are a lot alike you and me. You know we all beleive in our own way and we all mourn in our own way the thing is that we never forget. I too think of you as a good friend and will always be here to chat. As always it is nice to hear from you and hope to chat again soon.
I know what you are going through I have lost everyone on my side of the family. The last was my grandfather her raised me and wes my best friend this was a little over a year ago and I am still having a tuff time. Do the best you can and take one day at a time if you need friend you have one here